tired, grateful
just came back from church after sgbf and after getttin all the stuff which i've procrasinated abt done at last. done up the videos called "james & banana" and "zuhui & rice" lol. nothing much really just took a multishot and went and complied it all backwards. also the guitar cd is really soundin good though there's lots of hiss in the background and major distortions everytime the bass strings are used but its alrite ;)

now you may ask what i've got to be grateful for? after a period of wait and then heartbreak and sadness ard me, what have i got to be grateful for? well too many things already, i'm grateful for my life as it is. i guess in many ways i live a charmed life. i've got the kind of friends i couldn't do without cuz God put all of you into my life and i'm thankful for that. i'm grateful that He has seen me and my family thru a year. even though now my dad has more or less recovered from his infection, he still can't hear much so we'll see how it goes. i'm grateful for growing older, wiser, more mature and stronger as each day passes.

shall share with you 2 songs from my yf (youth fellowship) songbook :)
"God hath not promised skies always blue,
flower strewn pathways all our lives thru'
God hath not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow, peace without pain. (*)

(*)Chrous:
But God hath promised strength for the day,
rest for the labour, light for the way,
grace for the trials, help from above,
unfailing kindness, undying love.

God hath not promised we shall not know
toil and temptation trouble and woe;
He hath not told us we shall not bear
many a burden, many a care. (*)

God hath not promised smooth roads and wide,
swift easy travel, needing no guide;
never a mountain rocky or steep,
never a river turbid and deep. (*)"

also this,
"Did you ever talk to God above?
Tell Him that you need a friend to love,
Pray in Jesus' Name believing that God answers prayer?

Have you told Him all your cares and woes?
Every tiny little fear He knows,
You can know He'll always hear, and He will answer prayer.

You can whisper in a crowd to Him,
You can cry when you're alone to Him,
You don't have to pray out loud to Him, He knows your thoughts.

On a lofty mountain peak, He's there,
In a meadow by a stream, He's there,
Anywhere on earth you go, He's been there from the start.

Find the answer in His Word; its true,
You'll be strong because He walks with you,
By His faithfulness He'll change you, too, God answers prayer."

hope these songs may touch your hearts and minds that there's truly sth better if only you would submit to it.

God bless.