my viattorre!

just heard from jackson (viattorre) that my cue has been started on! so happy :P hahah..changed a couple of things now the bill has gone up but like its now purpleheart instead of cocobolo. however i think i might leave the buttsleeve as cocobolo instead..would it look wierd if i had purpleheart points and cocobolo buttsleeve? (tell me whatcha think!)

been bombarding him with my emails haha esp after shawn and desmond got theirs :P

gonna change the description in my templates later. and church's silver jubilee anniversary dinner later too. have to be there earlier to help out with the door gifts or sth but i'm feeling rather lazy :P heh

i wear my heart on a sleeve

its been a long time since i felt this feeling of being so terribly screwed up that i can't seem to associate it with anyone, anything. but yet i'm feeling it now. i hate the way things are yet i am either powerless to do anything abt it or i just couldn't care less. never understood why i feel ths way or react to it this way either.

its just a matter of don't care, don't want to care and what the **** is happening.

sometimes there's a silver lining to every dark cloud, and sometimes there ain't.

got the spots?

heh went to theqshop to get the spotted ball :) sharing it with jo, jere and kev. lol..

yeah its 4 am and i'm still awake. like you would too if you read the "da vinci code" :) its a great book as long as you don't get stuck to believing its actually true. there are too many facts that are wrong and besides the very basis of the book in my opinion is false.

but that kept me up from 11 till now or rather 3.30 heh. like 4.5 hrs of reading. eeeks hahah..its been awhile since i stuck on to reading something so intriguing that i don't even do anything else. =P

just to give you pple some fun, a couple of anagrams came up..see if you can figure it out, if you can't tell me heh. if you can keep quiet (esp those who have read the book! :)

13-3-2-21-1-1-8-5
O, Draconian devil!
Oh, lame saint!

ankle's better :)

just woke up :( meant to stay up for the copa but fell asleep in my room. heh at least brazil won..

ankle still hurts like a nag..supposed to go to a sensei but man i hate that..swelling went down ofter the nite thank God. :) just a bit of tightness when i move the foot upwards and sideways.

have this $40 voucher for hmw considering what i should get. =S

"i am...vindicated, i am selfish, i am wrong, i am right, i swear i'm right, swear i knew it all along..and i am flawed, but i'm cleaning up so well...i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself...so clear"
- dashboard confessional - vindicated

arghhs of guard and sprains

had my this entry gone twice --"

anyways summing up, on weds i went poolfusion3. not too bad the place..had the funky cueball but the cloth, cushions and lighting wasn't the best i've seen. played relatively ok there. rates wise also a bit on the high side..

then thurs had like guard la..with jo, alex and teh. managed to walk out winning enough to cover the table *shrugs (at least its a start) and like boy, like the 'traffic' was fantastic. ;) also realised sth. i was playing with my p2 then wasn't exactly able to play well..so i switched back over to the joss and began to have my confidence in my stroke, in my game. quite bad i know.. -_-"

then fri went to gf to train since they have good rates for ept players. then ended playing guard with justin and bryan..even giving me the 8 still can't save me. sighh..really learnt a lot by losing. at least i guess i'll be more confident in future.

then went for supper with jo..eat already talk cock then go over to his place that time my bike went into a ditch and i sprained my ankle really badly. it seemed better as i let it rest and as we headed over to his place.

well this morning it like swelled double or triple already..super pain now..even the slightest touch sent my scream factor up (yes its that painful =S) dunnoe what to do abt it. can't even walk 5 paces and i just sprayed some aerosol thing for sprains. prob bind it up in a while. doubt i'll be walking fast/running this couple of days. least of all play pool sighh..

wow incredibly. played for 5 hours and only managd to sqeeze 9 out of him. kinda let him off the hook once too often. sighh..if only i was as sharp as i was before he came. like i break cleared one rack and then after that jo broke the next and scratched and i ran out.

was using the joss too..its in quite a need for a new tip..draw or shots that are hit harder has that horrible 'thwack' sound. at least 1 break clear today. 93 more to go.

realised its been awhile since i last blogged and read pple's blog..this strange lethargy seems to envelope and come over me.

like just a brief run through, nothing much interesting has happened this week, strangely. maybe cuz its just been home in front of my com or reading or out playing pool or soccer. its nice lah but sometimes it gets a wee bit boring. money's flowing like the river out of my pocket and i got bills to pay arghhh..

blog again later if i feel like it.

borrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddddddddddd!~

was so damn boring at the sembawang chalet thing. first off i don't think its meant to be a chalet/resort. there's nothing to do there, apart from a pool (which you can't swim in unless you're wearing sexy swimming trunks -- which i have none off, like wats wrong with broadshorts? *stupid rules) which is 1.2m on one end and 2.8m on the other, a gym (with not much equipment), a video-games room (with not much games), and a restuarant (which is empty at lunch & dinner time). rooms were just as bad, apart from a comfortable king-sized bed (which i spent 2/3s of my stay, in), the toilet was clean and the tv miniscule (like 11"). no other amenities like mini-bar/fridge or soap/shampoo or room service or freebies. so much for holiday. *grumbles

also lacked the discipline to do my QT past 3 nites --" have no idea why. just damn sian.

"The pen is mightier than the sword, and considerably easier to write with."

"Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.
And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall.

And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered
just as soon as they are crossed.

We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live."

Dashboard Confessionals - Several Ways to Die Trying

"I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes
I can't admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tag's the last thing you wanted

As the world explodes
We fall out of it
But we can't let go
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your

Someone help us understand
Who ordered this disgusting
Arrangement, time and the end
I don't want to hear who walked
On water, because the hallways are empty
And the clock ticks

As the world implodes
We fall into it
And we can't go home
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend

It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
Make it home again
Make it home again
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your"
Our Lady Peace - Thief

nice songs. :) get it from me when you see me online ^^

went for paintball (should be pain-ball) in the evening after waking up at like 4pm heh. was really really fun :) (but really ex!) and its quite adrenalin pumping action the whole way thru. its also a reality check when you realise you can't dodge the pellets like neo in matrix or shoot two-handed like chow yun fatt and certainly can't see anything. the pellets travels at 320 km/h so like when it hits it really hurts. so it sounds like this, "pop-thwack (miss-hit barrel)..pop-thwack (miss-hit barrier)..pop-aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA (hit-hit me!)" .i've got 7 bruises so far and counting. muscles are so gonna ache tmrw.

would have rather gone for tennis, cuz its free but i guess i won't be pain-balling anymore, its fun for a one-off thing but way too pricey to do often but its great for working out hahaha...! =D

"We act as though comfort and luxury are the chief requirements of life, when all we need to make us happy is something to be enthusiastic about."

feeling really kinda down of late, some personal stuff again. things are probably all in the mind, i guess. been trying to set things rite and really trying hard to do stuff like qt at nite and proverbs in the morning and sometimes even a simple task like that feels like climbing a steep cliff.

didn't make matters better that greece won, serena and micheal (@nero who got it spot on at 1-0). but well the better side won, and thats justice. ahh owells. thank God i don't bet =P